Scarab's New Nightmare

late winter/early spring 2007 (I can't remember the exact month)

I was avoiding posting this until Scarab's page was complete.. but surgery and other real life issues has made it take much longer then expected. So I'm gong to post her new picture.. but I'm not telling you much.
(I'm working on her new page.)

She still has her mane/moehawk like before.. but I changed her tail a bit after looking at many images of egyptian quad and anthro jackals with that style. It just seemed to look right.

character (c) myself
neopets (c) neopets.com (Although she's not really a lupe in design.)

drawn with a wacom tablet in adobe 6


Animal I Have Become
(Three Days Grace)

I can't escape this hell
So many times i've tried
But I'm still caged inside
Somebody get me through this nightmare
I can't control myself

So what if you can see the darkest side of me?
No one will ever change this animal I have become
Help me believe it's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal
(This animal, this animal)

I can't escape myself
(I can't escape myself)
So many times I've lied
(So many times I've lied)
But there's still rage inside
Somebody get me through this nightmare
I can't control myself

So what if you can see the darkest side of me?
No one will ever change this animal I have become
Help me believe it's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal I have become
Help me believe it's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal

Somebody help me through this nightmare
I can't control myself
Somebody wake me from this nightmare
I can't escape this hell

(This animal, this animal, this animal, this animal, this animal, this animal, this animal)

So what if you can see the darkest side of me?
No one will ever change this animal I have become
Help me believe it's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal I have become
Help me believe it's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal
(This animal I have become)